Wow, will you look at my progression. Geez, some women only get as big as my 25 week pic, but not me! I had to go full blown belly with Lily. I love looking at my belly pics because now that Lily is here, I can't remember having such a big belly unless I look at pictures to remind me. It's strange how my mind works. I think about the labor and I know that it was unbelievably painful, but can't remember the actual pain. OK, not entirely true, but it is fading from my memory. I guess it has to do that in order for women to go through the experience again.
So, I might have another abscess on the same breast I had the other three. I'm hoping I caught it in time though so I don't need surgery. That would suck big time. The spot is red and tender like the other ones were and at night I run a low grade fever. I started antibiotics and it hasn't gotten any worse and only has gotten a little better. I started the antibiotics on Tuesday and now it is sorta at a stand still. No better, but no worse. I just hope that when I go to the hospital to see my surgeon for a check up this coming Tuesday, he doesn't say I need surgery and admits me. It's too much. I'm so tired of being tired and sick and just not feeling myself. I haven't truly felt myself since December of 2009 when I had my first miscarriage. It's way too long of a time to feel as I do. It's like a never ending thing. I thought that when Lily was born I would start to feel better. But then this whole thing happened with the abscesses and is only prolonging this "out of sorts" feeling. It's coming to a point where I'm just saying, "what else can happen?" Man, some things you just can't make up.
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| Lily at 1 month |
How cute is our Lily? At her doctors appointment last week she measured in at 22 inches and 9 pounds, 10 ounces. She's growing so fast.
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